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014 Work

There are still so many things that need to be done. I have to work to live. I have to live to do my mission.

I don't feel good today. Same as yesterday. It feels like the world stopped spinning but only on me. I am down and cannot do anything.

I have to move though. So today I will
construct my last two syllabi
wash my clothes
write my 2nd speech for the toastmasters
construct my daily schedule
make affirmation cards...I need this for I am now out of balance...
go to church
chat with a friend
clean my room, and
try to be myself again.

I have to do this and stop waiting for the manna of chikka to come online this morning....

Comments

o ano...you're losing yourself? di mo mahanap? I used to say that. Kahit naman ngayon eh. Pero sabi nila imposible daw na mangyari na mwala mo yung sarili mo, it just so happens daw na nagbago ka tapos ayaw mo yung change. Ang gulo noh? May blog din ako. Wag mo tawanan ha? hahaha turo mo sakin non basta isulat ko ang trip ko eh so visit mo nalang ha?

http://sweetpsychoholic.blogspot.com

ayun. ingat ka ang god bless sa bagong trabaho.

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